Have you ever noticed when you were younger how it really broke your heart if someone did not like you? As a child you can't fathom why? As adults we sometimes struggle with the same situations. We question why we are not popular, why are we not as "like-able" as others, what's wrong with us? … Continue reading Be You
A Different Version of Us – You Don’t Know Everything
When the world feels crazy, I'm lucky to have someone to put me at ease. I'm grateful that someone gets my weird habits, my "Jessica Simpson" moments, and sometimes even the melt downs. At several points in my life, mainly most of my life, I questioned my "love ability". With Ed it's different. I've learned … Continue reading A Different Version of Us – You Don’t Know Everything
Update on Bard Power Port & The Infusion Chaos
Hi friends, Yes, it has been a little while since my last post. A month. I am sorry. Dealing with medical issues is overwhelming at times, I hope my fellow autoimmune warriors out there are having some peace. My last post discussed the BARD Power Port. I am still terrified of it. I did find … Continue reading Update on Bard Power Port & The Infusion Chaos
My Power Port Surgery
Hello, Everyone. I received my BARD power port on July 22, 2021. specifically for RA INFUSIONS. Yes, I also take methotrexate, which is chemotherapy, also used in rheumatoid arthritis patients, however, when on antibiotics I can't. YOU DO NOT HAVE TO BE A CANCER PATIENT TO RECEIVE CHEMOTHERAPY, INFUSIONS, OR A PORT!Honestly it was the … Continue reading My Power Port Surgery
My Latest RA Update
A little RA lesson for those that may want to know more about infusion medications and an update on what is going on with my treatment. Biologics and non-biologics! There are plenty out there. They don’t all work well for everyone, although, insurance companies tend to make us try them to fall them in order … Continue reading My Latest RA Update
Pain Pain Go Away… Never Return Please
Many people talk about pain. They describe different types of pain, aches, uncomfortableness, and pure discomfort. I'm noticing, especially since a recent accident in addition to an onset of food poisoning, my pain is constant. It does not let up. There is simply zero relief. As many of my readers know, I deal with chronic … Continue reading Pain Pain Go Away… Never Return Please
We Were Meant To Soar Not Settle
SettlingSometimes we settle for less than we deserve in relationships because of self-esteem issues or insecurities—and sometimes, we don't even realize we're settling. ... In healthy relationships, you'll never feel like you're compromising your values or worth. I’ve done this "settling" thing my entire life. I continue to do this. From food, to furniture, to … Continue reading We Were Meant To Soar Not Settle
“God is greater than our heart, and he knows everything.”
“God is greater than our heart, and he knows everything.” 1 John 3:20 Do you ever get angry and wonder or say, “when is it my turn?”, “when will I live in peace and be happy?”, “God, why do those who do such wrong get to live such great lives while I suffer?” We are … Continue reading “God is greater than our heart, and he knows everything.”
Ankle Instability – Trauma Drama
Ankle Instability – Trauma Drama Geez what a day! Needless to say while trying to enjoy a walk with my oldest grandson on a 64 degree sunny day, turned into a colossal mess. I have known since middle school that my left ankle was not stable. It all began with a sprained ankle when I … Continue reading Ankle Instability – Trauma Drama
Round 2 of Round 2 of Rituxan- An Update
By the 4th hour of my Rituxan infusion, I was so tired. I could feel the medication working through my body. Hot and cold, then wanting to crawl out of my skin. I absolutely despise this feeling. This was second round of the second round. Today my regular rheumatologist was not in. I had another … Continue reading Round 2 of Round 2 of Rituxan- An Update